Kalez's Corner

Nightmares

Mon, 21 Sep 2009 03:08:28 GMT

Sorry about the huge space. I copy and pasted this from where I originally posted this. The huge spaces will be explained.

I can't talk about this by speaking so I type it. I can't tell anyone. And I don't mean: "No one can ever find out!", I mean, I can't say it out loud without freezing up and refusing to let the words come. My nightmares have come back. Worse than before, every night, and they torment me during the day too. Because of these dreams, I hate reflective surfaces because I'm afraid what I've been seeing in my dreams will be in the reflection. I can't stand mirrors. TVs must be on for me to be in the same room as them. Even the wall in my bathroom creates a blurry reflection and I can't bare to look at it. I even had to get my DS away from me because of the glossy, reflective screen. I'm paranoid all of the time. And now I don't think I'll be able to go into the prep building without running to the band room or ducking my head and refusing to look into the empty glass cabinets on the walls near the front doors. Its so frustrating.
I can't even remember what happens in the dreams. Just that in every dream, there is this little girl, and GOD does she freak me out. Even though, when I'm awake and thinking about them, I can't find anything scary about her; I don't want to see her again. I don't care who she is, what shes done, if shes real or not, I DON'T WANT TO SEE HER. Though the last dream I had freaked me out the most. It's also the only one I can remember clearly.
I just woke up in the room I always stay in when I visit my grandmothers house in New York. Outside the room to the immediate left is the bathroom. The bathroom has a mirror in it. I remember being about to step into the bathroom, I stop to stretch. As I do this, I look in the mirror.....
and there is the little girl looking back at me in the mirror.

Sorry about the huge space. I can't reread that sentence while I type this. I just can't.

Does anyone have any advice? thoughts?

True Blood/Zoolander Graphic request( dial-up users, beware of .gif images)

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 04:28:50 GMT

Hello!

Fellow lj user and True Blood fan carboni and I have a request. We were wondering if anyone could take the picture below and add the faces of Lafayette/Pam, Bill, and Sookie to this picture? Eric as well if the maker does not wish to keep Meekus' face. (Like this i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa130/Arashishi434/fma.gif )

thank you!

Mon, 06 Jul 2009 08:48:59 GMT

*deep breath*...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate it when a barrier is created between me and a good fanfic because of the language it is in!!!!!!
See, normally, it isn't a problem because I'll just run the story through google translator (its not perfect but it works). But you have to join the site, which is also in another language (Hungarian by the way), to read the story. OOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHH.*fuming*

This usually isn't that big a deal for me, but I don't think I'll ever see another like it. It is pure genius!
For it is...a crossover between Fullmetal Alchemist and the Movie (Stephen King's) 1408....*cries*

Here's the preview:(remember google isn't perfect)
" The Dolphin Hotel's room waiting for you all. - All except one.
Ever hear of a room, a detention? I do not let that kimozdulj, idegronccsá makes mad ... and get to kill yourself?

Many people have already died there, all sides, I'm afraid, everyone you want to talk about how far you go in the near ...

Nobody could go 60 minutes in the room.

... but you do not believe in ghosts. But there's no word spirit, kísértetről or fantomról, come on, no.

You're in the room with the impenitent.

Specific deaths occur in the suburb of Central, the hotel called the Dolphin Hotel is also one of the rooms (number of 1408-in) - Edward Elric and solve the mystery from its mission. I still do not know anyone in the background of the story might be weird ...
Ghosts do not exist! - But if you are ...?
This is not a ghost ..."

AMAZING!!!!!!

...so unfair.

Sun, 05 Jul 2009 09:14:36 GMT

Hello! *waves at self* I've decided I'm actually going to start using my journal for what it is- A JOURNAL!- instead of the previous useless excuses for entries( writer's blocks and the odd fanfic). Now this will be a place for me to rant and talk about random shit that goes on in my life.(or anything that I happen to find interesting.)
See, usually, I pass(pase? I don't know. 'Walking in circles') like a madman around my house talking to myself ~~(it gets scary when I get answers)~~ and acting like I'm rehearsing for a play when I'm actually acting out a conversation or argument that I'm having with myself in my head. That gets to be a problem at night when I'm not supposed to be up wandering around seeing as the floors creek like the stairs in a cliche horror movie ~~(even though they some times make sounds when no one is walking around, which gets spooky.)~~ So now to cure myself of these late-night ventures, I will simply put my thoughts here. Well, the ones that make sense anyway.

*reads the above*
....I am a severe abuser of parenthesis and run-on sentences.

*SPOILERS* (just in case)
ANYWAY! ITS SUNDAY ZOMG!!! FMAB #14!!!!!!!!!111111one11!!!! ZOMG XING CHARACTERS!!!!!!! LING!!! RANFAN!!! FUU!!! MEI!!!(????) *Ahem* Now that that's out of the way...

I know I don't have an audience on here, but this was actually enjoyable. I don't know how often I'll do this but I will be doing this again soon. Like, right after I watch Subtitled episode 14 and start to feel the unfairness of no True Blood tonight. (damn 4th of July)

hmmm.... I don't see any relapses into netspeak. I've been trying to break the habit of doing anything more than "ZOMG" and "lol", so hopefully I was successful.( I BELIEVE IN GRAMMAR!...sorta...)

Well, I'm going on 30 hours no sleep....I thinks its time I let myself pass out.

Writer's Block: Department of Burning Questions

Thu, 25 Jun 2009 06:06:46 GMT

In your opinion, what is the cutest animal baby?

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Pandas. Hands down. SO DERN CUTE! Those little whines they make~ ADORABLE!!!

Writer's Block: All About My Mother

Mon, 11 May 2009 01:40:00 GMT

Who is your favorite mother (the character, not the actress) from television or the movies?

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Anime, Trisha Elric or Gracia Hughes and then Mrs. Weasley from Harry Potter. I don't really know why, but I always wished my mom was like her.

Writer's Block: You Don't Know Me

Mon, 04 May 2009 02:15:13 GMT

Our friends don't always know us as well as they think, particularly when it comes to likes and dislikes. Which popular book, movie, band, food, TV show, etc. would your friends be surprised to hear that you don't like?

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Wow...this question hurts...it shows me just how desperate I am for friends...

Well, I'm sure they wouldn't really care either way, but probably be surprised at the fact they give me all of these "great bands" to listen too. And I just end up hating em. Hell, i could tell them all sorts of things they don't know about me, and they wouldn't care. Just get an attitude and insult till I'm ready to snap someones neck in half.

Writer's Block: Seven Days

Tue, 07 Apr 2009 14:49:25 GMT

Which day of the week do you least look forward to? And which one do you most anticipate?

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Easy. MONDAYS. I HATE MONDAYS!

Writer's Block: No Foolin'

Thu, 02 Apr 2009 00:08:07 GMT

What's the best April Fool's joke you've seen today?

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Actually, I have 2. Me and my good friend Austin (love her to death!) were discussing the jokes we told and the best were:

This was actually a 2 day one. March 31st, i left saying that i was called to the hospital after some tests. April 1st, i came back and said I was diagnosed with a fatal disease. We( only Austin and Laura were in on it) led our friends for about 15 minutes before shouting APRIL FOOLS!~(i was actually surprised they fell for it XD)

The next one was one Austin pulled.
She went home, bought a pack of Oreos, and removed all of the cream filling. She then replaced it with white toothpaste. She then shared it with her boyfriend and their friends. Needless to say, the looks on their faces were priceless!!

Happy April Fools Day!!

Writer's Block: If Animals Could Talk

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 01:10:38 GMT

If you could ask your pet any question (and they could answer you), what would it be?

Submitted By frisinator

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What are you thinking when I don't let you chase the TERRORIST(little old lady) down the street?

Writer's Block: Dream Job

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 19:17:20 GMT

If you could have any job in the world, what would it be?

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Something that pays well and includes international travel

sick.....ugh......

Mon, 09 Feb 2009 21:53:43 GMT

this sucks.......
I DON'T LIKE BEING SICK!!!!

AND IF IM NOT BETTER BY WEDNESDAY I HAVE TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL!!!
At least i have more time to make more icons.............

Writer's Block: Half a Glass

Mon, 09 Feb 2009 17:20:35 GMT

Do you consider yourself an optimist, a pessimist, or a realist?

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Realist...most definitely.....

FMA Drabbles 2/?

Wed, 04 Feb 2009 04:49:40 GMT

Title: Frustrations
Author: Kalez
Word count: 305
Pairing: EdxWin
Rating: T (to be safe)
Genre: Romance/Humor
Disclaimer: I do not own FMA or That 70s Show
Word Count: 775

www.fanfiction.net/s/4762492/2/FMA_Drabbles

Please leave a comment or review.

Writer's Block: Table for One

Tue, 03 Feb 2009 22:10:03 GMT

Do you ever go out to dinner (at a sit-down restaurant) by yourself?

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Im not that lucky..........

Nerd Test

Thu, 29 Jan 2009 04:57:01 GMT

stolen from evil little dog

Thu, 29 Jan 2009 00:18:40 GMT

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Website made to help US inspire YOU.

Basically, this is a website made for a project in our (me and :moideathangel:)
's Lit class. It's a project thats inspired by the 3 Muses in Greek Mythology. There are 3 sections to the site.
1- The Inspiration Room which is for people posting stories, ideas or other works that either inspired them or would inspire other people.
2- Sharing room which is for posting samples of work that have been inspired by this site.
3- Chat Room which is just basically a place to discuss anything from greek mythology to random works of art.

Rules are basically the same as any site you post work on (fanfiction. Livejournal, deviantart, etc, etc.)

Any age rating just please send a warning before you post anything above the T or PG – 13 level.( We will probably make a separate room for the more mature works of art)

FMA: Drabbles 1/?

Fri, 02 Jan 2009 07:56:56 GMT

Title: Ink
Rating: G-PG
Pairing: Ed/Havoc

Spawned from the FMA Pairing Machine.bitalchemy.tonakaistudio.com/pairingmachine/fma/

can be found here > www.fanfiction.net/s/4762492/1/FMA_Drabbles
Tell me if thee links are not working pleaskthx.

Writer's Block: Easy Like Sunday Morning

Sun, 28 Dec 2008 22:42:16 GMT

Ah, Sunday, the day of rest. What's your favorite way to spend a Sunday morning?

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sleeping. computer, video games.
Hey, this sounds like Saturday!!! *sarcasm*

Writer's Block: Better to Receive

Sun, 28 Dec 2008 01:25:14 GMT

Sometimes it's the thought that counts, and other times it's the thing itself. What's the best gift you've ever received, thoughtful or otherwise?

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A cookbook with all of my mom's recipes in it.

Writer's Block: Top 10

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 22:28:51 GMT

It's the time of year for "10 Best" lists. What's on your personal 10 Best—events, movies, music, anything—list for 2008?

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This is random or overall so..

1.Best Album(music) - Indestructible - Disturbed
2.Best Movie - Indiana Jones and The Kingdom of The Crystal Skull (hellz yeah!)
3.Best Anime - Darker Than Black
4.Best Manga - FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST VOL.17!!!!!!!!!!!!!(and all the chapters that came out on the internet XD)
5.Best Fanfiction cross-over - Fullmetal Alchemist x-over with Indiana Jones(or vise~verse)
6.Best Event - Our football team made it to the first round of the playoffs which means the band got to go with them!!(and then we lost 6 to 64)
7.Best website I joined this year- Facebook
8.Best Website EVER - Livejournal
9.Best News - Fullmetal Alchemist is getting a new anime!!!!
10.Best Quote - "Life is like a bowl of Cheerios, and milk is the depression that overcomes in life until we are devoured by the gluttonous 3 year olds of death."(or something like that)

Anime Survey

Wed, 17 Dec 2008 06:04:30 GMT

(stolen from catystorm.....)
Key:
X = Completed
x = Seen partially
. = One episode or less
m = Manga only

I. Action and Adventure
(x) .hack//SIGN
() Airmaster
() Battle Arena Toshinden
(X) Bleach
(X) Blood+
(x) Burst Angel
( ) City Hunter
(X) Cowboy Bebop
(x) Dragonball (any)
(x) Flame of Recca
(x) GetBackers
(x) Inu Yasha
(x) Lupin III (any)
( ) Mai-HiME
(x) Naruto
(x) One Piece
(x) Tenjou Tenge
(x) TRIGUN
(x) Saiyuki
(x) Yu Yu Hakusho

Total Here: 16/20

II. Comedy and Parody
( ) 2x2 = Shinobuden
() Adventures of the Mini Goddesses
( ) All Purpose Cultural Catgirl Nuku Nuku
(x) Azumanga Daioh
( ) Bokusatsu Tenshi Dokuro-chan
( ) Di Gi Charat
(X) Dragon Half
(x) Excel Saga
(X) Fruits Basket
( ) Galaxy Angel
( ) Here is Greenwood
() Kodomo no Omocha
() Kyou Kara Maou!
( ) Midori Days
( ) Pani Poni Dash
( ) Project A-ko
(x) Ranma 1/2
(x) Tenchi Muyo
(. ) Those Who Hunt Elves
() Urusei Yatsura

Total Here: 7/20

III. Drama and Miscellaneous
(x) Beck
( ) Full Moon wo Sagashite
(x ) Gankutsuou
( .) Genshiken
( ) Glass Mask (original or new)
() Haibane Renmei
( ) Hitsuji no Uta
( ) Honey & Clover
() Kaleido Star
(x) Last Exile
( ) Le Portraite de Petite Cossette
(x) Monster
( x) Paradise Kiss
(X) Princess Mononoke
(X) Read or Die OVA
( x) Speed Grapher
() Twin Spica
() Weiss Kreuz
( ) Wings of Honneamise
( x) Yakitate!! Japan

Total Here: 10/20

IV. Ecchi/Mature
( ) Agent Aika
( ) Cutey Honey
() Ebichu
() Golden Boy
( ) Grenadier
( ) Hand Maid May
( ) He Is My Master
( ) Iketeru Futari
() La Blue Girl
( ) Lingerie Senshi Papillon Rose
( ) Mahoromatic
() Mezzo Forte
() Miyuki-chan in Wonderland
( ) My Dear Marie
( ) Najica Blitz Tactics
() Negima
() Puni Puni Poemy
( ) Urotsukidoji: Legend of the Overfiend
( ) Wicked City
( ) Yumeria

Total Here: 0/20

V. Fantasy and Supernatural
(x) Angel Sanctuary
(X) Aquarian Age
(x) Berserk
(x) El Hazard
() Final Fantasy Unlimited
(X) Fullmetal Alchemist
(X) Howl's Moving Castle
() Magic Knight Rayearth
( x) Mushishi
(X) Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind
(X) Record of Loddoss War
(x) Scrapped Princess
(x) Slayers
( ) Tales of Eternia
(X ) Trinity Blood
(x) Tsubasa Chronicle
(X) Vampire Hunter D
() Violinist of Hameln
(X) Vision of Escaflowne
() X: TV

Total Here: 15/20

VI. Historical and Alternate History
(x) Anne of Green Gables
( x) Basilisk
( ) Barefoot Gen
(x) Chrono Crusade
( X) Grave of the Fireflies
( ) Fire Tripper
( ) Kaidomaru
(x) Legend of Condor Hero
(X) Millennium Actress
() Nadia - Secret of Blue Water
(X ) Ninja Scroll
() Otogizoushi
(X) Peacemaker Kurogane
() Porco Rosso
() Rose of Versailles
(X) Rurouni Kenshin
(x) Samurai 7
(x) Samurai Champloo
( ) Steel Angel Kurumi
(x ) Victorian Romance Emma

Total Here: 12/20

VII. Kids and Family
(X) Angelic Layer
(x) Astro Boy
(x) Beyblade
(X) Castle in the Sky
(x) Detective Conan
(x) Digimon
( .) Doraemon
(.) Hamtaro
( .) Kiki's Delivery Service
( ) Kimba the White Lion
(x) Monster Rancher
(. ) My Neighbour Totoro
(x) Pokemon
( ) Samurai Pizza Cats
( ) Sazae-san
(. ) SD Gundam Force
(x ) Sonic X
( x) Speed Racer
(X) Spirited Away
(x) Yu-Gi-Oh

Total Here: 17/20

VIII. Magical Girls and Boys
(X) Cardcaptor Sakura
(X) DNAngel
() Earth Girl Arjuna
( ) Erementar Gerad
( ) Hime-chan no Ribbon
( ) Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne
() Magic Users Club
( ) Magical Girl Pretty Sammy
( ) Magical Stage Fancy La La
( ) Mahou no Star Magical Emi
( ) Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha
() Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok
( ) Ojamajou DoReMi
( ) Oku-sama wa Mahou Shoujo
() Pretear
( .) Sailor Moon
( ) Saint Tail
( x) Tokyo Mew Mew
( ) Ultra Maniac
( ) Wedding Peach

Total Here: 4/20

IX. Romance
(x) Ah! My Goddess
( ) Ai Yori Aoshi
( x) Air
() Ayashi no Ceres
( ) Boys Be
(.) Chobits
(x) Fushigi Yuugi
( ) Hana Yori Dango
() His and Her Circumstances (a.k.a.: KareKano)
( ) Kimagure Orange Road
( ) Kimi ga Nozomu Eien
(X) Love Hina
( ) Maison Ikkoku
( ) Marmalade Boy
(. ) Peach Girl
( ) Piano
( ) Please Teacher!
() SaiKano
( ) To Heart
(. ) Video Girl Ai

Total Here: 7/20

X. Science-Fiction
(x ) Appleseed
( ) Blue Seed
() Bubblegum Crisis (any)
() Crest of the Stars
(x ) Galaxy Express 999
(x) Gundam (any)
(x) Macross (any)
(X) Outlaw Star
() Patlabor
(x ) Planetes
( ) Please Save My Earth
(X) RahXephon
( .) Saber Marionette (any)
(x) s-CRY-ed
() Soukyuu no Fafner
(. ) Space Battleship Yamamoto (a.k.a.: Star Blazers)
() Stellvia
(. ) Transformers (any)
() Voices of a Distant Star
(x ) Xenosaga: The Animation

Total Here: 12/20

XI. Shounen-Ai and Shoujo-Ai
( ) Ai no Kusabi
() Descendants of Darkness
() Earthian
( ) FAKE
( ) Fish in the Trap
( ) Galaxy Fraulin Yuna
(.) Gravitation
( ) Haru wo Daiteita
( ) Kannazuki no Miko
() Kizuna
( ) Lesson XX
(X) Loveless
( ) Maria-sama ga Miteru
() Mirage of Blaze
( ) Oniisama E
( ) Seikimatsu Darling
( ) Song of the Wind in the Trees
() Sukisho
( ) Yami to Boushi to Hon no Tabibito
( ) Zetsuai/Bronze

Total Here: 2/20

XII. Sports
( ) Ace wo Nerae
( ) Ashita no Joe
( ) Ayane's High Kick
( .) Baki the Grappler
() Battle Athletes
( ) Buzzer Beater
(x) Captain Tsubasa
( ) Eyeshield 21
( ) Ginban Kaleidoscope
() Hajime no Ippo
(x) Hikaru no Go
( ) Initial D
( ) Major
( ) Monkey Turn
( ) One Pound Gospel
( x) Prince of Tennis
() Princess Nine
() Slam Dunk
( ) Suzuka
( ) Wild Striker

Total Here: 4/20

XIII. Surreal and Psychological
(X) Akira
(x) Betterman
(x) Boogiepop Phantom
(x ) Elfen Lied
(x) FLCL
(x) Gantz
(x) Ghost in the Shell (movie or TV)
(X) Hellsing
( ) Jigoku Shoujo
( x) Karas
() Madlax
( ) Melody of Oblivion
(X) Neon Genesis Evangelion
() Noir
() Paranoia Agent
() Perfect Blue
( .) Princess Tutu
(x) Revolutionary Girl Utena
() Serial Experiments Lain
() Texnolyze

Total Here: 12/20

She defiantly beat me in the mature section, but Im not going to lie about never hearing about those.................

Writer's Block: Confidential

Sun, 26 Oct 2008 13:40:53 GMT

Prying eyes are everywhere, from pesky younger siblings to the Patriot Act. What steps do you take to protect your privacy, on or offline?

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Seeing as I do everything on the computer, I dont have to worry. My parents are to technology challenged to get into anything. Besides, the only thing I have to worry about is certain fanfiction stories and doujinshi. Easy to hide.

Though when it comes to viruses and other 'stuff' like that, ATT.(or I avoid the sites.)

Writer's Block: Cryptozoology

Wed, 22 Oct 2008 01:27:29 GMT

Bigfoot, the Yeti, the Loch Ness Monster, el chupacabra—what is your favorite creature that may or may not exist?

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Vampires!

Writer's Block: Unnecessary Objects

Fri, 17 Oct 2008 02:07:18 GMT

Oscar Wilde, a dandy’s dandy, once said that “we live in an age when unnecessary things are our only necessities.” What unnecessary possession can you not live without?

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books

Kalez's Corner

Nightmares

True Blood/Zoolander Graphic request( dial-up users, beware of .gif images)

Writer's Block: Department of Burning Questions

Writer's Block: All About My Mother

Writer's Block: You Don't Know Me

Writer's Block: Seven Days

Writer's Block: No Foolin'

Writer's Block: If Animals Could Talk

Writer's Block: Dream Job

sick.....ugh......

Writer's Block: Half a Glass

FMA Drabbles 2/?

Writer's Block: Table for One

Nerd Test

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FMA: Drabbles 1/?

Writer's Block: Easy Like Sunday Morning

Writer's Block: Better to Receive

Writer's Block: Top 10

Anime Survey

Writer's Block: Confidential

Writer's Block: Cryptozoology

Writer's Block: Unnecessary Objects